Love? Well I am experiencing lots of love right now From my family and friends. But for someone special?A male? I don't know. I have not experienced being loved in a special way. A way that my family nor friends could not give. Even so, I believe in true love. And how do an inexperienced person like me describe it? Well, I got the definition from my parents. They are turning fifty but they seem like teenagers to me. I can still observe those shallow arguments that I can see in my classmates and their lovers. After a while, they are back in each others' arms again. Yes, I know it sounds disgusting. I also asked my father one time:"Pa, si mama ba dati maganda, maputi at sexy?" My father replied yes. And then I asked again "pano ngayun opposite na sya?" " eh ano naman?" he said. I didn't reply anymore. Sice then, I knew what true love is. I also wondered. Ever sice they are married they would just see each other 2 months a year. That must be very painful. She is miles away from the love of her life?Not knowing if he has found another but still she remains confident. She still seems to be inlove for the very first time whenever she tells us stories. Even when we tell her how "malandi" she is, she doesn't care because she is inlove,just like the very first time. My father must be very inlove too. I can say that my mother is very moody, bossy, spoiled, maarte, bruha, suplada and not even in good terms with her in-laws. But still my father is very patient.He is very committed. He kept his vows to my mother that is why i admire him.
Through them I learned what true love is. It is something you will hope for your whole life. So, now I can judge if someone or I myself is feeling true love towards another. However I can say that it is a long time process. If you don't care about the physical changes, you accept the person's attitude and willing to help her change for the better then you qualify for being truly in love. Because love is not a matter of kisses and hugs. It is a matter of the heart that if proven real, and true would guarantee a lifetime happiness.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
2. Why sometimes our blessings seem to be a disaster to us?
Sometimes people do not recognize blessings given by the Lord. Say for an example, an unwanted pregnancy. Every life given by the lord is a blessing. However, parents tend to abort. They treat the baby as a mistake. They choose killing the innocent baby than furnishing him with love and care. We don't recognize our blessings unless we've lost them. We tend to be unappreciative of the things given to us. All the people, things or events that we meet are already parts of our lives. We must treasure them.
Why do some people derive pleasure from the misfortunes of those who are exceedingly blessed than they are?
Some people who are exceedingly blessed are envied by others who are less fortunate. This is the main reason why some people tend to feel happy for themselves when they see the fortunate people suffering. They feel vindicated. One example is the story of Cupid and Psyche. Venus, is less fortunate than Psyche because Psyche is lovelier than she is. Time came when Psyche had to suffer in Venus's hands. Venus felt extremely pleasured while punishing Psyche. She felt that they are already "quits". That is one reason why people tend to be happy for others' misfortunes. This feeling could not be avoided but we can stop it. At first it is like a benign tumor that if you ignore would turn into a malignant one. Meaning: once we start being happy for others' misfortune, we must control ourselves if we do not want to be worst.
SENIOR LIFE>>>
YEs! you're right...after all those worried nights, thinking if I would be kicked out or not? Finally! I am a fourth year student. I thought all my problems have ended. Now i know all those worries would soon prepare me for more nights of shedding tears and growing more eye bags. My new problem would be my research study. Yes just like all the other fourth year students. I have gone through many changes before finalizinig my research study( it was supposed to be finalized 1st week of June). At first,I have to test if water hyacinth can absorb heavy metals. My parter with that study is Dionido. Well it didnt't work out because the school change policies and we have to work individually. So I came up with another research, this time it is concerning rabbits. Not just rabbits, 45 rabbits!And not only 45 rabbits but rabbits from BFAD.Oh my goodness. But after all my talkings, the rabbits were decreased to twenty and then to eighteen. Even so they are stil many and they must come from BFAD. To deal with all my problems, I have to look for any journal that would prove my research useless. I failed. So after two months I came up with my recent research. The species diversity of insects in Cavite National Science High School!! YEs!!MENOS GASTOS!!!!
Friday, January 23, 2009
Campus Idol
Yes, the search for the first ever Campus Idol is on. I thought of it before as a simple singing contest but it was not. It was actually a contest with elimination rounds. There were judges who would say their criticism for you. Not only face to face with you but in front of all the students in CNSHS. That is so scary for me since I have no talent in singing. But I love music so much only music hates me. There were a lot of participants. Three of them are my friends. I'm sure I supported them with all my effort but they they still didn't make it. It was alright though I dont need to buy as much ticket to vote for all of them.
First week of school for '09
As I said before, new year is fun but what comes after new year is not. Start of classes once again. I wasn't so excited to see my classmates, I don't know why. the first week was already hectic for me. Assignment are back and I have to stay late at night for them rather than for my movie watching every night. I have to sit back and listen to discussions instead of sitting at home and losing no calories. I also needed to wake up early than stay asleep up to afternoon when all my face oil had alreeady come out and I also come to meet my schoolmates rather than meeting myself alone in my room. Anyway it is better that doing the things I do at home. So I thought, that maybe,somehow being back to school is good.
New Year
I think New year is a lot more fun than Christmas. Unlike last Christmas, we had something to eat. And not only something to eat, it is something I helped prepare. Before New year, I had my hair cut so as to have something new in me. I also helped in making the Graham cake which my sister called the "Ref Cake." We were so thrifty that we managed to make four tupperwares of ref cakes. They were all yummy. During new Year's eve, I promised myself that I would keep myserlf awake until the time for morning mass comes but I guess I have no control for my eyelids. Anyway, I had the chance to spark one lucis and watch the fireworks of my neighboors. During January one, our table was still full of food and there was a bowl of rice with money on it and some chocolates in it. It was very tempting. During the afternoon, fun was all over. I continued reading the book for my book review.
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